Job well doing.

Today I feel full.  It's the feeling that life as a purpose and that you are actually coming close to fulfilling that purpose.  It's like reading a Harry Potter book and every time you finish a chapter you feel as though you made excellent progress with your life, you have really accomplished something.  So today I feel full of determination, motivation, communication, transportation, fershinninition... I got a new hat today and I can't wait to wear it tomorrow because I am ready for tomorrow.  I feel so ready for my life right now.  I KNOW it will be hectic, but I also KNOW that I can handle it.  I am so thankful for ACTF.  That week was such a wonderful experience.  I love being in an environment where people who are competing can still be supportive and friendly with each other.  In what other industry can you be in where you give a standing ovation for your competitors?  And I needed that week to forget that I was busy because I think that I had that idea of being busy and overwhelmed in my head because I thought I should be with so much on my plate.  But I know that I can eat it all- every bite- I just have to eat the steak (I like to think of my responsibilities as steak and potatoes) one bite at a time.  I am happy, energized and thankful for breathing and life.  I wrote an email to complete stranger today just because I was so proud of him.  I love people so much that we can be so full of love and support for complete strangers.  I found out that Joe Gillette won ACTF and I was so excited and I have never met him! What is better than that!  So as of this moment I feel so completely normal and I feel as though I am going somewhere.  I am listening to Ben Folds and feeling infinite.  I am going to learn Zak and Sara in sign language and then go to bed.  My life is moving right along, I am not behind, I am not ahead, I am here, just where I need to be.  Not even where I should be, just where I am.  So congratulations Joe Gillette and congratulations Jamie Buster! 

Job well doing.